The Art Of CoNtEmPlAtiOn!

Its about time  I tell you something important about myself!...A dark secret buried within waiting to be unleashed!


Wow! That did sound soo mystifying...Ok maybe not.

But as soon as my friends read this either I will get a tight slap or a "You dont think everyone knows this already?!!" look so I guess no point trying to make it sound as if its one big secret.

By the looks of it from the title of this post, I m hoping that my readers have a rough idea of where the winds are blowing.

I think. I ponder. I mull over stuff. I anticipate. I contemplate.I philosophize. I speculate.

More like I meditate over some ideas (which by the way never ever seem to end)..Hmm..Is that possible?! Because technically speaking when one meditates they are supposed to calm down and disconnect themselves from the rest of the world.

My brain likes to have something to play with at all times. I mean how can you not 'not think'?!!! Have you ever just gone blank. Ever felt it was a vacuum up there. I know I have never ever felt that way and I m hoping that never happens either. It would be freaky. Don't you think?!

I dont know why  I do it. I mean everyone has a brain Why doesn't anyone else think as much as I do or if they do why are they so afraid to admit it. I dont know.

When you are a kid and you play with a toy you never consider its "economic" purpose so to say. You like it. It makes you happy. Its that simple!

In my thought process its kind of ironic because here I am having the ability(or so I'd like to believe)  to delve into the intricacies  of my thoughts and speculate them and on the other hand I outrageously refuse to question the very  purpose of doing so almost as if I lack the insight to.

Think simple and you will find this life simple.Think complicated and you will find your life entangled in this realm which is full of complexities.

Yes I did come up with this one. However I m sure many others have. Well, this is my version.

I would be lying to you if I said I never ever questioned myself. I do try to think.Very rarely. But I do
I come up with the strangest ideas. I believe its because I like to find the deeper meaning of things. Of why things happen the way they do. Almost as if it is some deep secret that is yet to be discovered.
Yes I do picture myself coming up with some kickass theory about Life and its meaning That finally everything around you(yes yes you part of the bigger picture too!) and everyone else  makes perfect sense...and now you thinking I m wierd? Yes  I can envisage the nods. I think so too. But I d rather be wierd than be someone who hasn't got anything different to offer to this world. I m not saying that I m the only one who thinks this way. I know I m not..At the end of the day I know that its not all bullshit so I guess that one thing that keeps me going.

And for today I think the journey halts here for I will be considerate enough to not bore you or confusle you anymore. I do that to myself  enough already that I try and not take myself seriously whenever I can.

I have no idea what exactly did I achieve by saying all this but I guess I did let you peek into my world's complexities.Who knows one day when I look back at myself I might just laugh and say yes these were the days when I babbled on and on thinking that it was something profound and scholarly. . .

Me likes. .Me Loves ..

I m in love with a lot of things rite now.

Firstly I am in Love with myself.. (Not that I m not always just that rite now its a little more than usual!)

Then I m in Love with Arjun Rampal. Yes he is my Man right now. I m having a major crush on the guy and trust me this crush is here to stay (read- coz  of his brilliant acting in Raajneeti.) He wasnt the Mr Perfect but he was a realistic version of it. A slightly violent version of it but hey it was supposed to be dramatic.Those days are clearly over when I would head over heels fall for the blue eyed boy. Chocolate boys dont interest me no more. But I guess that depends on my definition of chocolate. ;) Thinking of Politics , Rahul Gandhi is one guy who fascinates me in ways more than one. No No not today. I wont be deviating. I shall talk about him some other time. I have soo many things that I keep mentioning in my posts and then  keep putting them off. I shall talk about them. Each and every one of them. Soon.

Theennn I am in love with the song "Remember the Name" by FortMinor. Its a brilliant piece of music. The violin in the background is just skillful. It keeps the song on its toes and is perfect as the background score of Karate Kid. I like it soo much that I m contemplating whether I should  choreograph a dance routine for this no. I probably will. I just cant stop moving when this song is playing. It aint even a clubby song but then a song becomes something special for me the moment I can imagine a dance rountine for it in my head. And with this one  I can almost imagine myself on stage doing my thing. Incorporating a litlle bit of hip hop, a little bit of free style. Black Tights. Its all there. Nearly! So its clearly my favorite right now.

Moving on, I have recently acquired a fixation for skippy-Peanut Butter!  I just cant seem to live without it! :)

And then there are the usuals. Some things which I will always be in love with. My mom's cooking for example. I vividly remember how I used to throw tantrums about eating before movin out. .But man I love my mom's cooking. Holidays is the time when I say the most absurd things like "Mumma the Chapati is really yummy" and all my mother does is look at me with fascination probably reminiscing the days when would say "Wait till you go to hostel and then show me your nakhre.. .."

Anyhow its really late(or early in the morning is should rather say) I m crashing now. I can hear the birds chirping already but I guess for me its time to hit the bed. Nite

Ta! x

Yeah Baby! The World Cup Has Begun!

OMG! I cannot believe it!! Its gona be Happening in just a few more hours...I m super duper excited!

The world cup fever is on! And I am sooo sooo excited!! My brain is zooming faster than my fingers could type. And to top it all this post will definitely have the "Okay I m not quite sure wot she is tryin to say" moments as and when someone reads it!..but wateva! I m soo hyper and happee right now its don't matter.

Anyhoo. Where was I? Oh yes, me and the world cup!

Wanna hear something really funny and interesting?...I dont have much liking for Football!

OK! OK! OYLRITE! yes I can hear the muffles! but hey let me clarify my stand!

See I m in love with the all things the world cup has brought to AFRICA...and more so to SOUTH AFRICA( my most recent casa happened to be there! I used to live there. So perhaps thats why the attachment and chuckles!)

I wish I was there to share the excitement with my fellow South Africans! I m sure the aura is incredible out there. . Imagine walking out on the streets and seeing people celebrate and sing and dance as if you are right in the middle of a Brazalian festival!.. Id sure wanna be a part of all that.

And for once the spotlight is on AFRICA. A privilege that it truly deserves. .

All the development that has resulted due to the world cup have been breath taking and simply Lekker!

The new Gautrain( pronounced : How-train)!! Its amazing. Definitely a brilliant beginning to the otherwise detached suburbs. Finally the transport barriers are subsiding.

Sometimes you need events like these to make a difference. Surely a metamorphosis is happening.

Amidst all the happiness and the gaiety, there lurks a sad story. A demise of the Angel of our very own Madiba. His grand-daughter,Zenani, met and succumbed to  a road accident just two days ago  while she was returning from the World Cup Concert.. I hope his family gets the strength to deal with such a tremendous loss.

Now as far as the World Cup is concerned. .Who Wins.. Who loses.. Who makes the most no of goals..It don't interest me much.. What makes me a happy girl is that for now the world seems to revolve around South Africa!

Here I m leaving you with video of the world cup anthem in the voice of Shakira. I hope everyone loves it just as much as I did and still do!

Oh! Btw ...I love those Majigi hair extensions that Shakira has in this video.. My next mission is to get my hands on 'em.

Signing off for now...

Adios!

MAD MAD MAD

Today is the wtf day. Period.

It really pisses me off when you try and give someone the hint that you are not interested in what they have to say and they still dont budge. Like dude honestly what is wrong with you?! Can you not see it ON my face that I m least interested in what you have to prove or say, rather how the "I know it all" would put it.

What is even worse is that  they still do not get it  even when you do sort of spell it out for them. Like Hullow!!!! I m not interested to know what you have to say! Get Lost.

I totally get the whole "I m trying to show you another world" concept but what if I m quite comfortable living in MY world. What if your world looks crappy to me and I dont find it interesting at all and what if what you are saying is totally irrelevant to what I am going on about. Eesh!

People amaze me with their ability to go on about pretty much everything other than what the spotlight is on.
Its like "See I am just saying that ....blah blah blah!" and then the "But you see what I mean is .....more blah blah blah!"

Ok dude! I m listening but NO I do not agree with it and NO I am not gonna agree with you just because you are saying it and for the nth time NO I refuse to say "Oh ok I totally get what you mean." because I do not get what you mean. Never mind the fact that each of those "valid" points of yours are not relevant because they are out of context. So SHUT UP!

Haaaaaaaa.....I think I need to go meditate now. Seriusly! Seeing that I am done and its out of ma system I shall take your leave. Hopefully I wont go looking for a baseball bat or a hockey stick because one more time if I hear the "But you see..." I swear ek hockey doongi mein rakh ke. . 

Ta!

The Red Carpet has been Laid. .

Buls is one happy girl tonight! The results are out.They aint fabulous (not even close) but yes I see the runway now. Very clearly indeed.That is a reason big enough for me to smile and keep gloating! (:

I realized that in life never think about being perfect all the time. Life does not work that way. It never will coz nothing can ever be perfect. There is always some way that we can make it better! So all I'd say is have the courage to take the First Step and trust me everything will follow. Its all about trying. Maybe at that moment it seems petty but trust me somewhere down the line that little something is  whats gona make everything happen just the way you want it. 

Enough of my Gyaan for today! I m done being philosophical. 

I can feel the wind blowing in my direction and demanding to know a few things. One of them being about my love for  Red, Yes I think the time is coming where I need to let the Red shimmer its way into your heart too!

So Ladies and Gentlemen Lo and Behold soon the Drama Queen shall reveal why she is hopelessly devoted to the Crimson colour oh so madly!

I m still here.

I apologize deeply. I really do. I felt as if I abandoned my blog. I have a lot to tell. I have even more to interpret but somehow I haven't been in the right frame of mind to put it exactly the way I would  want it to sound. I wish my laptop was a tiny littoo thing that I could take anywhere I wanted to so I could pen down my thoughts whenever I felt the need to. I have promised myself that for these four years I will not get a swanky laptop. The wicked viruses that exist in Manipal would for sure corrupt the new laptop. So I shall  remain faithful to my Lenovo R61 for the time being.

There were many revelations while I was travelling. A lot was unveiled. Its fascinating how everyone lives in this one world yet each one of us live in this unique realm that we have created for ourselves. One of the things that I will categorically be talking about is how men in general treat women. And No I am not talking about the bigger and the more obvious rights of women that the people in western countries( read-> the people in  the more developed countries who think of India as  a country repleted with huts) would  wanna talk about. About the wierd and stupid notions that still persist in their minds. I m gonna  talk about the very  minute things in everyday life that I noticed(on the train journey)  that just got me fuming and trust me there were lots of them. I m not saying every husband is like that but trust me the majority of them are like that even if they do love their wife and all that jazz. I will unfold the topic in an entirely new post. There is a lot that I wanna say.

Everyone tells me that I think a lot. I wouldn't disagree with that one bit! When I start thinking one thing leads to another and another. It amazes me how I can continue thinking for hours on end and not realize that it has been hours. Maybe its not the right thing to do. Maybe it is. I'd go with the latter one. Clearly the reason why I still am the way I am. I think this world is full of complexities that need to be comprehended. A lot need to be deciphered. And then there are moments where I feel that if I just keep thinking when will I ever act upon it?! Surely a balance needs to attained and as of now I haven't reached there. Yet. I will get there sooner or later. . 

Hmm . . I m clearly talking heavy now.

Time for me to sign off and return soon I shall. . .