Uncertain.

Okay so here I am again. . .
I am not sure about what exactly is that I wish to speak  on? / about?. Well whichever one is right count that in.
I just know that I want to talk about something. And I want to type. For now I wish to hear the clicking sound as my nails hit the keys rather than hold a pencil in my hand and doodle as I make my all time favorite "to-do" lists or bring my thoughts into action on a canvas. For now I wish to contemplate. Contemplation is my art. My forte I would say. I wonder where it all leads. I see someone or the other doing that some time or the other so where does it lead or rather to what does it lead? And is thinking bad? People say Doing is important and not the thinking because thinking does not lead us anywhere. I m not so sure if I see that through completely. But then that could be because I would obviously and ever so rightly try and defend myself.

Pisceans they say are the ones who experience things on a much bigger scale than  any other sign. We feel things more minutely than any other sun sign. Yes I do believe in astrology however I do not believe in Destiny. I believe in Karma. I believe we all can get what we wanna have just as long as we want it as badly as we need air to breathe. The moment that desperation comes whatever we wants comes running to us. So yes coming back to the topic of pisceans. We see the finer details in things. We feel things that a lot of the times not a lot of people with other sun signs have the ability to feel and so they say that it doesn't exist and that the pisceans live in an unrealistic world. Simply because it is a more comforting choice. I don't understand what is it with us humans about the discomfort that trickles down our spine eerily whenever we are asked to step out of our comfort zones. Funny! But then I dont wanna lose focus. I shall talk about being a proud (not always but mostly)  piscean some other time.


I wanna talk about uncertainty. I m sure at some point in one's life does one experience its gravity of pulling one towards itself. For some its a way of living. Its more a settled "I m gonna be right here with you always" kinda feeling that just doesnt let go of you. For others it comes time to time. As  far as I am concerned it is very loyal. It stays with me. Inside me I would say.Crops up from time to time. I dont know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. What exactly do you make of that moment inside your head when you are not certain about why you feel the way you feel and what exactly is that you feel. I have mood swings. Really moody mood swings and sometimes I cannot figure out what triggered them. They just come. Its that simple. They are that simple. Or maybe its just that I like to patronize myself. Maybe I do. Maybe I dont. To each his own. I d like to believe that it is something more.
Getting back to the uncertainty. Is it good? Is it bad?
What do you make out of that moment when you are not sure why you feel the way you do. What do you do if it makes you feel different and I m not going to try and classify that feeling as good or bad because at the end of the day its perception. There is no truth or lie. There is no wrong or right. Its our opinion that makes it so. I am not going to reach a conclusion about it because the truth is that this universe is colossal and there are too many galxies and for me to reach one I would have to explore each one of them and choose and since we are dealing with infinity over here in short the answer would be never! I talked about this more so just to record this feeling. Just so that it doesnt go by unnoticed.

Anyway now that I have spoken about it I think its time for me to go to sleep. My eyes want to dream now.Its been a awfully long day. So here I am signing off leaving the world of uncertainty and entering the one of dreams. Really tired. Need sleep.
And as twisted and confusing as it may sound talking about uncertainty made me feel as I knew what I was talking about.Ironic.  And just as I am about to sign off I hope what I have typed makes sense tomorrow still and if not anything else when I do read it it will hopefully still be in English!

Buenos Noches!

Magic

Magic. Its what I crave for everyday when I wake up but I m hopelessly disappointed on many a days.

Although I would love to write a long post about this I honestly do not have the energy to type. To think rather. I need sleep. Not to mention the fact that I have a early class and then a lab in the afternoon. Sigh. .

So to make it count because I really want this "thought"  to be part of my archive I m just gonna say this in a few lines.

Everyone needs air to live. I need Inspiration.

Not that I dont need air but since I can take it for granted that Oxygen is gonna be around for a really long time I shall stress on other things that are an essential  part of my existence. At least the happy, at-peace existence of me. The moment I m in awe of something, everything is perfect just the way it is. I wish there was more of that around. The artist in me would paint a lot more, probably even discover a few colors too! 

Magic will always be a part of me.
I guess the optimistic me will never stop looking  for "magic". . .
Come what may!

Spectacular! Spectacular !!

Moulin Rouge!

What a movie. What a movie ( and yes if I may say so just once more. .) What a Movie!

Simply breathtaking. And then some more!

It is undoubtedly epic. Everything about this movie is so magnificent. I wish. I so wish I had watched it on the big screen, It was so grande. I do not even have words to explain the beauty of it. So charmingly delusional. It takes you into this world. This world that makes me dream. Makes me smile. Makes my heart flutter with joy.


(Yes as you can see I am awe-struck. No denying it. And I think I shall be for quite a while. This is one movie  that I would just love to watch over and over and over again. I mean if you share the love for drama  and acting just the way I do who would not wanna be part of cinema like that!  I have always been prejudiced for musicals but damn this is one movie that even musical-haters would enjoy or atleast appreciate.

Oh yes yes getting back to the movie. .)


The sets. The makeup. The acting. The costumes. The background score. Everything is just so darn good. All the minute details have been taken care of so meticulously. It was just soo fascinating that such a colossal production like this is so flawless. But then again maybe it just appears to be considering the fact that I have only watched it once (yet!) and was I to watch it more(which I will without a doubt ) I could probably find some faults. Nevertheless it is  a Masterpiece! A masterpiece that shall soon be a part of my coveted DVD collection!

So what more do I have to say?

Well what are ya wating for? If you havent watched this movie do it NOW!!

I sooo want this!!

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